POST-RAGTIME OPENING
Whew. Okay well we did it. It’s now two days after Ragtime opening night. How did it go, you ask? I actually don’t know how to say how it went. After I wrote my blog that day, I didn’t feel afraid anymore. I felt like I could go in and tell Coalhouse’s story. I had a good warm up. I did feel a little dry; I hadn’t been drinking enough water. But I didn’t feel bad. The energy backstage was really good. People were excited but not revving too high. I was relaxed enough to do the show but I was keenly aware of being “watched” in a bigger sense of just having an audience. I did feel like I was emotionally in the scenes in the moment but when I’d come offstage, I found I couldn’t remember what I just did. That can be a good or bad thing. I didn’t know which but I didn’t feel like I was doing a bad job.
But the weight of the event hit me before I went out to do the library scene where I have to sing Make Them Hear You. I got out of my dressing room chair to go backstage, and was suddenly exhausted. … [Continue reading]